• Walking Coffin@lemmy.dbzer0.comEnglish
    5·
    4 months ago

    I still have a pulse. Don’t know wether that’s a good or bad thing.

    Hope things turn out alright for you internet stranger and anyone reading this.

  • lemmy_99c4zb3e3@reddthat.comEnglish
    2·
    4 months ago

    Depressed and suicidal. I wish I could be happy kms, but I have to live a few years more. I have to suffer until certain people that I don’t want to hurt are gone. Even then, I don’t know if I’m brave enough. Isn’t this a hell? (╥_╥) I will start experimenting with ketamine, mdma and fungus this year. I hate myself I hate society. I just want to take my neuroleptics or benzodiazepines and sleep. I don’t want to participate in the rat race.

    I started noting my mood. This is the last month from 12.06 - today (17.07)

    • DudemanJenkins@lemmy.worldOPEnglish
      2·
      4 months ago

      This might be the drugs talking but I’m a strong advocate for drugs. I hope you’re able to find good and real stuff and at least a trusted friend to trip sit.

      I’m currently bound to this earth by my family since I could never stomach the thought of them enduring that loss.

      I hope you have a reason to draw that curve upwards some day my friend.