For me it is always 3rd. Its almost like I’m an actor in my own dream. Few times I realize it, but then just wake up.

  • ani
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    10 months ago

    Not sure if it was from all the drug & alcohol use during my teen/early 20s

    Most likely. When I was on psych drugs I had no dreams. But things improved when I quit them. You may have some long-lasting brain damage. I have anhedonia due to the drugs