I’ve found myself interacting my gender much more through theoreticals than through actually trying anything and it’s been hellish. I need to start actually doing stuff but I’m terrified of how I’m going to be perceived.
I’ve found myself interacting my gender much more through theoreticals than through actually trying anything and it’s been hellish. I need to start actually doing stuff but I’m terrified of how I’m going to be perceived.
Yep, started estrogen half a year ago (after half a year of doing absolutely nothing), and came out to all my friends and workplace but that’s pretty much all I’ve done
This only held back my dysphoria till a few months ago and now I feel like shit again
What’s with the whole “holding back my dysphoria” thing? It feels like I make progress and then if I don’t continue making progress I regress. There’s no proper stagnancy which is weird.
Pretty sure it’s just Hedonistic Treadmill phenomenon
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hedonic_treadmill