Personality and lifestyle-wise, I’m way too liberal for the communists. Beliefs, values, and ideals wise, I’m way too communist for the liberals
I’m hardly interested in the “stereotypical” autistic culture but I’m also way too autistic for allistic people
Don’t fit in with white people at all but also don’t fit in with my racial group because the way they live out their identity and culture is purely through liberal consumerism. Also, EVERY young Westerner is a white supremacist to some degree, even ALL the minorities, unless they’re a far left communist
Too bourgeoisified to fit in with most working class but I’m also way too class conscious and radicalized to fit in with peers of the same socioeconomic status
Not queer enough to fit in with the queer community and much too queer to fit in with cishet people
Honestly, I was infinitely happier when I was living life as a fully masking cishet liberal. I actually felt a much stronger sense of belonging back then. The more I learn about myself and try to live true to my heart, the more and more I suffer
I want to go back to when I didn’t know anything about the world or myself.
Maybe invite some of them to hang out in private? Maybe treat them to some of the bougie shit you enjoy? I didn’t meet many communists that were inherently against eating or drinking nice stuff, most just can’t really afford it.
I’m not close enough to anybody to invite them to a thing outside of party events yet :(
I’m still working on it though!
Actually now that I think about it, I have a few times but those friendships all fizzled out due to them not committing to organizing regularly so we drifted