Personality and lifestyle-wise, I’m way too liberal for the communists. Beliefs, values, and ideals wise, I’m way too communist for the liberals

I’m hardly interested in the “stereotypical” autistic culture but I’m also way too autistic for allistic people

Don’t fit in with white people at all but also don’t fit in with my racial group because the way they live out their identity and culture is purely through liberal consumerism. Also, EVERY young Westerner is a white supremacist to some degree, even ALL the minorities, unless they’re a far left communist

Too bourgeoisified to fit in with most working class but I’m also way too class conscious and radicalized to fit in with peers of the same socioeconomic status

Not queer enough to fit in with the queer community and much too queer to fit in with cishet people

Honestly, I was infinitely happier when I was living life as a fully masking cishet liberal. I actually felt a much stronger sense of belonging back then. The more I learn about myself and try to live true to my heart, the more and more I suffer

I want to go back to when I didn’t know anything about the world or myself.

  • AcidLeaves [he/him, they/them]@hexbear.netOP
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    8 months ago

    Are there even millions of Western communists at all haha?

    American communist party membership is like what, 10-30k right now? And like half of that are Trots?

    People who don’t organize, while still cool, unfortunately don’t count since we’re talking about the progress of communism