Nazis didn’t exist

Jail.

Impeached felon. Rapist. Taitor. Thief. Liar. Embarrassment. And yet you think he’s president

Traitor. Jail.

Jail That’s where Traitor belongs

Why is a Traitor not in jail? Acab

Traitor. Why is he not in jail?

Traitor… why is he not in jjail?

He’s withdraing?

If you take him there’s no returns

I’d watch that. Ratatouille meets rapunzel (the bar scene)

Don’t leave me hanging, what happened to the rice? Will the bag make it? Where do I I send my thoughts and prayers?

I don’t want to pay someone just to look at personals. Approaching someone in public is scary. I hate that someone monetized loneliness. I should’ve been born in an era/area with pre-arranged marriage with the expectancy you’d be together forever.

Thanks

It’s annoying. Can’t they somehow make it less intrusive? It’s like an ad whith a hidden ‘x’

Poetry. Just poetry.

A little over a month. Try not to think about it but it creeps up constantly. I have no cravings just the nagging thought that now I can control it, one drink isn’t going to matter.

Assburgers.

Lots of cereals are vegan, protein bars, breakfast bars. Trail mix. Energy bars. Light weight. Easy to travel, packs nutrients and calories to carry you through the day. While you might not feel full keep in mind that you are consuming the necessary calories.

As someone who has been in your shoes I understand how hard it can be to just get up and keep moving towards a goal. What did help for a bit at first was to change my surroundings. I would go for very long walks, 10+ mies daily. This helped clear the cobwebs in my head. Made me feel healthier and helped me to discover things in my surroundings. Leaving the house also gave roommates space away from me… depression is depressing on everyone around you. It’s like alcoholism, you think you’re hiding it very well but everyone can smell it a mile away.

I could go on and on about all the steps it took and I’d be lying if I didn’t admit it takes a very long time and exceedingly hard work everyday.

Feel free to contact me if you want to talk or if you want to hear funny stories about all the dumb embarrassing things I did to try to find joy. You are not alone. Sometimes it takes folding all cards to change your point of view. Take a bus to Yellowstone and work their summer program. Limited technology and a way to make new connections you might even end up working winters in Vail, CO. I did and it was so much fun.