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Cake day: January 29th, 2024

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  • I subscribe because 55% of my premiums go to the content creators and I don’t mind paying to support them and understand that there are very real server costs.

    I’m a senior dev. I can definitely afford it and want all of the content creators to be able to continue to make videos. Privacy is the only reason I’d really want to use an alternative but I’ve put a fair amount of effort into making it hard to track me across websites or devices including degoogling other than YouTube.
















  • Hmm, both? Punishing myself have me some form of satisfaction because of how much I hated myself. But I started to get in really good shape which fed into more self loathing. I thought I was fundamentally broken and being ripped but still ‘worthless’ just proved to me how broken I was.

    This was all more than a decade ago. I got diagnosed bipolar and medicated a couple after that episode and that was a massive game changer. I don’t have those thoughts or feelings at all anymore