whatup [none/use name]

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Cake day: January 26th, 2024

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  • I keep having this experience in predominantly white environments, mostly work and school, where mentally unstable people fixate on me. It’s happened so many times: someone, usually a stranger or a person one or two degrees separated from me, becomes obsessed with learning about/keep track of me without ever actually talking to me, usually for not-good reasons (i.e. sabotage). Like, they desperately want a dramatic altercation where they can play victim but are also to chicken-shit to approach me.

    The first time this happened, I was in elementary school. This girl a few grades lower than me who’d always stare at me really, really intensely told her mother that I wanted to kill them. The mom freaked out and reported me to the admin. Luckily, I didn’t get in trouble, but the experience of getting called to the front office was super bizarre in a traumatizing way. The girl was an obvious racist, but I also think she suffered from paranoid delusions and genuinely believed that there was a plot for her murder. Like, she could sense her own discomfort with me, but couldn’t understand the source (hate) because she was so disconnected from reality.

    Another time, a man from my last job stalked me when I was punching out. It was super late and it was really obvious that he was following me he kept stopping whenever I did. I went into the bathroom to escape from him and he literally stood outside until another woman came in and I heard him turn to leave. I also caught him recording me with his phone (not in the bathroom) and frowning like he was catching me doing some super salacious, fireable act (I was smoking outside). Again, obviously super racist. But he also went on medical leave, allegedly because of a psychotic break.

    I’m I the only one whose gone through this?
















  • The timing of the middle eastern category feels weird considering what’s going on in Palestine. White people really like racially demoting other white people they find politically inconvenient. First it was Russians whom the slava Ukraini crowd considers Asian, and now it’s Palestinians, I guess.

    On a related note, have Israelis reached level of Apartheid delusion where they larp as the people they despise and constantly demand to be called Palestinian/Mena? Are they like white South Africans who get angry when descendants of the transatlantic slave trade call themselves African?





  • Nothing in America will ever change except for racism, which will get worse as white Americans scapegoat marginalized groups (Black people, non-white immigrants, etc.) for the effects of half-a-century of destructive, cut-off-your-nose-to-spite-your-face policies (suburbs, car-centric communities, poor public transit, underfunded public schools, etc.).