Personality and lifestyle-wise, I’m way too liberal for the communists. Beliefs, values, and ideals wise, I’m way too communist for the liberals
I’m hardly interested in the “stereotypical” autistic culture but I’m also way too autistic for allistic people
Don’t fit in with white people at all but also don’t fit in with my racial group because the way they live out their identity and culture is purely through liberal consumerism. Also, EVERY young Westerner is a white supremacist to some degree, even ALL the minorities, unless they’re a far left communist
Too bourgeoisified to fit in with most working class but I’m also way too class conscious and radicalized to fit in with peers of the same socioeconomic status
Not queer enough to fit in with the queer community and much too queer to fit in with cishet people
Honestly, I was infinitely happier when I was living life as a fully masking cishet liberal. I actually felt a much stronger sense of belonging back then. The more I learn about myself and try to live true to my heart, the more and more I suffer
I want to go back to when I didn’t know anything about the world or myself.
Because every aspect of our society has had capital infiltrate it.
There is almost no interaction you will have with other people that will not involve paying a rent to someone, whether it is for the space you seek to have that interaction in or whether you are required to pay a consumption fee for social interaction (food/drinks/movies/whatever). These rents have driven people apart, driven people to complete alienation from interaction with one another. It has created inceldom among the young and guttural loneliness among the old.
Most people in much of the west now do not know their neighbours and there are no communities. If 80 year old Mary two doors down drops dead she won’t be found for 2 or 3 weeks.
Every home has become the equivalent of an office cubicle, and people stay in their cubicles because there is literally no interaction they can have after exiting that does not involve some sort of rent. They stay in their cubicles and become atomised because there is expectation of rent literally everywhere outside of it.