I don’t know your exact circumstances so I won’t assume anything, but rather make a general statement. Behind the scenes administrative and clerical work is just as important as front facing public outreach. Manual labor is also necessary for many things both above and below ground to get done, and so never feel ashamed about it. The phrase “by each according to his ability” applies very well to us neurodiverse folks- we can find roles that we are good at if we are given half a chance