I don’t mean to but I lost one of my best friends partially this way :(
It’s hard to control sometimes
If I ever find someone who cares about communism/Unix/Plan 9/computer architecture (I see all these as deeply interconnected) as much as I do our power will be unstoppable
Edit: Thanks everyone for your replies and for sharing your experiences, it means a lot to me. I want to reply to everyone I just don’t know what to say lol
I learned to not show my emotions to anyone because they were all too intense, and I internalized the notion that me, specifically, having emotions was always wrong
Still trying to unlearn this shit